urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face samuel ballard samuel ballard 2007-10-31T15:21:35Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:83954 2007-10-31T15:21:35Z 2007-10-31T15:21:35Z i had fucked up dreams last night<br />so messed up<br />but im awake now and im safe from them<br /><br />and also the right side mirror on my car<br />is now inside my car because it broke off! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:83570 2007-09-19T17:53:24Z 2007-09-19T17:53:24Z so long well its fall<br />and thats cool<br /><br /><br />sleeping til 2pm<br />going to work<br />and getting stoned<br />is all i do<br />and not that it isnt fun<br />but i cannot tell<br />any of my past days apart<br />to me yesterday is the last <br />three or so months <br />its messed up<br /><br /><br />im going to a wedding<br />on sat. w/ ave<br />maybe it wont suck<br /><br /><br />fall dont let me down. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:83349 2007-08-06T16:40:27Z 2007-08-06T16:40:27Z jesu my ipod is back from the dead!<br />and i have a new tape player<br />things are looking up<br /><br />i cant tell the days apart <br />anymore <br />and my concept of time <br />has gone out the window<br />i feel likes its 5pm right now<br />its not urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:83071 2007-08-03T20:04:56Z 2007-08-03T20:04:56Z the arms my ipod is dead already<br />oh well<br />back to cds in the car<br />and tapes on walks<br /><br />i bought less than zero today for $3<br />its very good and im not sure why im not<br />reading it now<br /><br />im going to go get what is essentially free lunch now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:82801 2007-07-30T19:03:20Z 2007-07-30T19:03:20Z only crime- doomsday breach i dont know if im into my life right now<br />maybe ill make some canges<br />but more likely ill just <br />see how long it takes<br />for it to work itself out<br />hmm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:82607 2007-07-25T14:34:36Z 2007-07-25T14:34:36Z smoking popes muggle fest for free<br />white stripes for $9<br />finding $55 in my downstairs fridge?<br />born to quit<br />things that are good!<br /><br /><br />today is going to be very hot<br />im not to happy about that urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:82367 2007-07-23T15:44:44Z 2007-07-23T15:44:44Z mliw blah<br />lastnight<br />i saw the white stripes for $9<br />it ruled<br /><br />i also went to clam fest<br /><br />and i watched weeds<br />it was a good day<br /><br />im fucking broke<br />im at my parents house so i can do their bottles<br />so i can eat <br /><br />im going to get a job somewhere today<br />i have to urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:82126 2007-07-20T21:48:47Z 2007-07-20T21:48:47Z lucero/buck65 my lungs are fucked<br /><br />4 prescriptions in 2 days<br />and chest x-rays<br /><br />needless to say im cutting back on my smoking<br />or trying to anyway<br /><br />tomorrow- smoking popes<br />23rd- pelican(maybe)<br /><br />well im done here<br />just letting everybody know about<br />how shitty im doing<br />and the sweet shows i might be attending<br /><br />oh also if anyone wants to hang out <br />(other than my usuals who are great) <br />someime i dont do much of anything<br />ever so if your interested find a way to reach me! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:81834 2007-07-19T16:36:29Z 2007-07-19T16:36:29Z deaf and blind i cannot breathe<br />i have to quit smoking<br />until my lungs get better<br /><br />i need a new job<br />i quit the landscaping on my <br />second day cause' it was bullshit<br /><br />i think im starting to get it<br />i like it<br />more than i should<br />i dont care urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:81466 2007-07-08T19:52:47Z 2007-07-08T19:52:47Z the suicide file i am spending some alone time in falmouth<br />just for a few hours<br /><br />i had to cancell my tattoo appointment<br />due to the fact that i have no money<br /><br />went to rangeley with steve rich and doug<br />it was fun<br /><br />sam shupes birthday party was fun too<br />til the cops came!<br /><br />i need a fucking job urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:81328 2007-06-24T21:10:28Z 2007-06-24T21:10:28Z D4 if i were in a band all my problems would go away<br />if i make more friends i will be bored less<br /> things me and steve talked about<br /><br />i made my tattoo appointment <br />its july 16th @justgood<br />that will be cool<br /><br />this modeling thing is<br />crazy up in the air<br />they a way busy and as far <br />as i know they havent made final<br />choices for who they will take<br />a few have been eliminated <br />steve was one of those few<br />bummer.<br /><br />fu mancu is a great band<br /><br />well i have about 40 more cds to import<br />so i better get started on that!<br /><br />tongiht<br />whats going on? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:81104 2007-06-21T18:42:45Z 2007-06-21T18:42:45Z bad religion fuck man<br />i need something<br />i can depened on<br /><br />other than my friends<br /><br />hmmmmmm<br /><br />i got an ipod<br />im making trips to falmouth<br />to load my music onto it<br />because i dont have a computer<br />at avon<br />i also have to reload all my music<br />onto the computers here cause' we got new ones<br />this could take afew days<br /><br />i think im going<br />to the block party tonight<br />this year i will not be arrested<br /><br /><br />i want to have real parties at avon again<br />i think weve only had 2 that really raged<br />its not that i havent had fun at the smallr ones<br />i just want to rage! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:80842 2007-06-14T20:01:53Z 2007-06-14T20:01:53Z pavement blah!<br /><br />i think i have the <br />job as a rogues gallery model.<br />i went in yesterday to get checked out for it.<br />the owner says he wants me in it but im going back in<br />for a final casting, its going to to sick if it get it. steve and i in eastland maine for 3 days, $150 a day plus they will supply the food<br />it will be alot of fun so heres hopeing!<br /><br />other than that things have been going pretty well for a <br />change. i cant really think of anything too awesome thats happend but<br />im feeling better all the time<br />it rules<br /><br />hmmm<br /><br />i going to work. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:80463 2007-06-03T02:45:18Z 2007-06-03T02:45:18Z onguard right now the only things that matter are chris jess corrine and emory<br />also sam shupe<br />fuck everything and everyone else they dont matter also some othe people (rich marcus steve rickey cam ect..) <br />i am sam ballard<br />geoff wants to stay with me for a week i dont know when but that will be cool<br />if it happens i hope it does<br />yoo<br /><br />damnit urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:80350 2007-05-31T19:25:53Z 2007-05-31T19:25:53Z dear you school is over one week from sunday<br />i started writing again<br />i need a new job<br />or a second job<br /><br />tomorrow is friday<br />and i have practice<br />and a presentation<br />i am going to have money<br /><br />tonight<br />i plan on<br />writing drinking and listening<br />to jawbreaker<br /> <br />but plans can change urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:79913 2007-05-13T20:37:29Z 2007-05-13T20:37:29Z dinosaur jr. update:<br />my week long bad mood has ended<br />and i am on the second day of feeling great<br />about my life and the things i do with it.<br />me and sam did the bottles today and made $26 <br />we are putting it twards the utilities.<br />all my classes end on friday.<br />i have me a ton of new people,<br />some of them are pretty cool.<br />i had breakfast with geoff<br />on saturday and showed him my house.<br />we played the maine crossword lottery tickets,<br />and i won $10. sweet.<br />i am in falmouth for a mothers day dinner.<br />i forgot my moms flowers.<br />the new dinosaur jr cd is great.<br />thats not all <br />but im done for now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:79839 2007-05-09T02:36:18Z 2007-05-09T14:37:41Z alkaline trio shut up sam urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:79535 2007-05-08T11:52:27Z 2007-05-08T11:52:27Z somebody kill me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:79337 2007-05-02T17:56:16Z 2007-05-02T17:56:16Z american nightmare yo last night was fun<br />this house will bring so many good times<br />im pumped<br />im moveing all my shit in after work today<br /><br />this summer will be great urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:79016 2007-05-01T03:39:49Z 2007-05-01T03:39:49Z american nightmare my new house can beat up your house<br />and <br />my roommates can beat up your roommates<br /><br />so i moved some of my thing to my new house<br />its so rad<br /><br />this year will most likely be a great one<br /><br />i did not get hired at bullmoose<br />oh well i will get them next time<br /><br />i need to apply at ASW really soon<br />and i need to apply for a part time at joe's<br /><br />tomorrow i am sleeping there<br />and hopefully i will be able to sleep there <br />full time before school is out<br /><br />im sure laura will let it happen whem <br />she sees that i am going to be there every<br />day/night wether im sleeping there or not urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:78679 2007-04-23T01:28:48Z 2007-04-23T01:28:48Z minus the bear vacation is over<br /><br />i got the key to my house today<br />that was cool<br /><br />i woke up kind of sick<br />that was lame<br /><br />i just got home from hot fuzz<br />it was pretty good<br />it made me want to watch shaun of the dead urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:78565 2007-04-17T17:53:31Z 2007-04-17T17:53:31Z jets to brazil i stayed home sunday night<br />and kicked lauras ass in scrabble<br />300 to like 180 or somthing<br />owned her<br /><br />last night<br />kyle ella nick & i <br />had a no power party<br />we got drunk and sang songs <br />about arrested development<br />while nick play the gutair<br />it ruled<br /><br />i work 4-7<br /> after work i dont know what im doing<br />so give me somthing to do! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:78316 2007-04-15T18:10:06Z 2007-04-15T18:10:06Z jets to brazil vacation has been really good so far<br />thursday night:<br />what did i do thrusday night?<br />sombody remind me<br /><br />friday night:<br />destroyed adam's apartment<br />(i got a little out of hand)<br /><br />saturday night:<br />cut off jeans<br />sleevless white t-shirt<br />neck tattoo<br />keg<br />beerfest at megan's<br /><br />hungover two days in a row<br />blah its been worth it<br /><br />tonight:<br />stay at home with laura and play scrabble<br />or maybe <br />go to megan's<br /><br />who knows?<br /><br />hope the rest of break is <br />as good as the past few days urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:77853 2007-04-08T17:59:29Z 2007-04-08T17:59:29Z cruel hand last night was a good time<br />it made so so pumped for the house<br /><br />it seems like the house is the only thing <br />that will work out on my list(of things i would like to<br />have work out)<br /><br />thats ok<br />ill figure my shit out soon<br /><br />i just finished easter lunch/dinner w/ the fam<br />i think im gonna hang out with geoff<br />later if he is available<br /><br />i feel like i should of made more time to see him<br />but hes been busy for the most part<br />so its cool i think<br /><br />yup urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lost_my_face:77655 2007-04-04T04:22:00Z 2007-04-04T04:22:00Z smoking popes i wonder about alot of things